I wonder how your days are? Collectively,
it might be said that we are going through difficult times; though I am not
sure that these times are very different from any others. At a personal level, as
we grow older we may become more comfortable in our own skin; and as we grow
older still, we may feel that our bodies begin to let us down. You don’t have
to be an Olympian to know that our moments can have real highs and lows – and
that sometimes the deepest lows come hard on the heels of the most dizzying heights.
That was certainly so for the prophet Elijah. I wonder whether you can relate
to his story? Let’s take a closer look at it.
As we do so, a couple of things to be
aware of. Ancient Hebrew has far fewer words than modern English, and so the
same word can have multiple meanings. Also, language conveys our understanding
of the world, and ancient Hebrew works at both a literal/material and
metaphorical/spiritual level.
We read that Elijah ‘went a day’s
journey into the wilderness.’ Let’s break that down.
The word for wilderness/desert is, at
root, also the word for mouth/speech. This is both fascinating and
unsurprising, as the wilderness is the place where God speaks, or, more
accurately, where humans speak with God.
The word for journey is also the word
for Way, as in a way of life, which is worked out through conversation – which
is also the same word.
The word for day is also the word for
daily.
So, at a literal/material level,
Elijah ‘went a day’s journey into the wilderness.’ And at a
metaphorical/spiritual level, it is Elijah’s practice to be in daily
conversation with God. We would call that prayer.
Now, some would argue that we work
out which of the possible meanings a word should be given by the context. But I
would argue that where a word can be understood in more than one way, it
should be understood in more than one way. Because the context for the
spiritual is always material, and the material is always
spiritual. They belong together.
So, I would take it at face value
that Elijah, whose practice it was to be in daily conversation with God, took a
walk into the wilderness. And there he sat down under a broom tree.
Now, the broom tree also appears in
Job chapter 30 and Psalm 120. For Job it is a symbol of those expelled by
society, which Job applies to himself to say he feels rejected by God. That is
interesting, given the days we live in, where some are calling for immigrants
to be expelled from our society, and others are calling for the expulsion of racists.
Are we brave enough to see ourselves in the eyes of immigrants and racists,
alike, and to lament where we find ourselves as a society? Psalm 120 links the
wood of the broom tree, which was prized for how well it burned, with a
peacemaker dwelling amongst those who hate peace. That also feels pertinent to
our days. In any case, this is where Elijah chooses to sit down, to stop
walking on the way, to end his conversation. He has had enough. Perhaps you
have had enough, too.
God sends a messenger, an ambassador,
who comes to Elijah as he sleeps, breaks off some branches from the broom tree,
heats some flat stones on them, and bakes flat bread on the stones. (I love
cake, but it is a misleading translation.) That is to say, God answers Elijah
(who was not asking a question or seeking a continuation of their conversation)
with food and drink. Again, I would take this at both a material and a
spiritual level. Sustenance for body and soul. These, also, go together.
Elijah awoke, ate and drank, and lay
down again to sleep. Later, the ambassador returns, wakes him again, provides
him with more food and water, and tells him that he needs to eat and drink if
he is to have the strength [this word also means chameleon; weird, huh?] that
he needs to undergo the journey ahead of him. That journey takes him to Horeb,
the mountain of the Lord.
Horeb means Desolate. God waits for
us in the place of our desolation. In the place where nothing else can console
us. God waits for us, and, moreover, sustains us on the conversation that will
bring us to that place, to confront ourselves, stripped of all the many outer
layers with which we have tried to blend in, to mask ourselves [chameleon].
This is necessary work, and it is
hard work. To find ourselves standing before God, defenceless against divine
love, is not something we can do in our own strength. It is only possible
because we are strengthened by Jesus, we are incorporated into him – and
through him, into the inner life of God – because we are clothed in Christ
[chameleon].
God sends his Son into the world,
saying, ‘Get up, eat and drink. Come to me, feast on me. You shall find rest
for your bones and healing for your soul.’ Day by day, walking with him on the
Way, meditating on God’s word, sharing in this communion.
So come, eat and drink.
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