This
autumn, whenever it has been allocated to me to preach, we have been looking
together at work. Today we are reminded that there are times when we are called
away from our work, to fight a great battle. Among the war memorials kept for
future generations in this building is that one to the men of the flour mill.
Called away from their work. And as eight out of every ten soldiers survived
the First World War and returned, there were of course other men called away
from the flour mill until the battle was done.
We
might not have been called away from our work to fight battles with guns and
mortar shells; but many of us have been called away from our work to fight
battles. Against cancer. Against depression. Or to fight for the freedom of a
close relative whose interior landscape is being invaded by dementia. And then
again, for some, to rebuild their lives after the death of their partner or son
or daughter in a more recent theatre of war, whether as a soldier or a
civilian.
Some
of these battles, we will overcome and return to our everyday work, albeit
changed by the experience. In some of these battles, we will ultimately lose
our lives, or the life of a loved one we have fought for.
In
these times, we experience the dark night of the soul. Our beloved Jesus, who
in times past might have felt so close, is experienced as in another place,
delayed in coming to us. In that dark night, which seems more than we can bear,
and where sleep comes as a blessed temporary relief, we need the oil of hope.
Hope
is something the value of which is not recognised in our society. We have
traded it for a cheaper alternative. We say ‘I hope that it won’t rain
tomorrow’ or ‘I hope you are feeling better soon’. We use the word to mean a
vague and general wish, which has no power in the world. It has nothing in
common with the hope of a new beginning that sustained our parents and
grandparents through War. It has nothing in common with the hope that might
sustain us as we battle terminal illness.
Our
Christian hope is this: that nothing can
separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord (Romans 8). No matter what we go through,
and no matter how we feel; no matter how dark the night or how long the fight;
and no matter whether we live or die: we are not abandoned.
Hope
is not based on the strength of our will, but on God’s promises, which are in
turn grounded in his character.
The
oil of hope can be found in the midst
of the dark night of the soul, but that is a risky place to find ourselves in. Better
to store up hope when we do not need it, to remind ourselves daily of God’s
promises – to soak ourselves in them, so that they stain into us – so that the
reservoir is at hand when we find ourselves needing to draw on them. Then we do
not need to fear the darkness. After all, it is only in the night that a lamp
serves any purpose.
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